7:00AM: 2 T Pepto Bismol
9:00AM: Malarone, Loratadine, Multivitamin, 2 Loperamide, Azithromycin
12:30PM: 1 Loperamide
Tonight: Lutera BC, Azithromycin
9:00AM: Malarone, Loratadine, Multivitamin, 2 Loperamide, Azithromycin
12:30PM: 1 Loperamide
Tonight: Lutera BC, Azithromycin
mmmm chemicals
ReplyDeleteyeah it makes my stomach churn just to think about it. On the bright side, we live right next to a healing garden (which you have to have private access to, and I can't get in) that has all these different plants and signs next to each kind that has its name and healing purpose, and how to use it. You can pick the leaves and use them as directed. There are ayurveda centers nearby that I want to check out soon. I have yet to get out and explore by myself for several reasons. My host family does most of the translating, shopkeepers know some English but it's difficult as I'm sure you know. We have to have a driver take us everywhere, there are no sidewalks and the roads are hella dangerous. When I move into the school I plan on walking to nearby shops and yoga places and tingz.
DeleteBrock got home yesterday. He is dead I think Waka killed him. He set up his webcam waiting on his comp all night for you. I killed my FB for realzies this time but I will continue to follow you on here! I miss you, feel better and maybe just starve yourself, lol. that might work. <3
ReplyDeleteyea. cuz. i had the most horrific bday. Liz and amanda came down friday night to make me feel better. but lets just say i ended up alone both nights and I hate everything. For now, beach, workout, tan, brock, and no friends. i hate birthdays. hope your weekend went better than mine did....full of tears, regret, and sadness. <3 stay stronger than me!
ReplyDeleteStarving myself would be impossible because everyone just puts food on my plate and then it's considered rude if I don't eat it. Plus, you know how much I love food so that wouldn't really work no matter how desperate I was.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad Brock is back so you have someone around for your own sanity. I can kinda see why this new chapter of your life doesn't really fit with the old one, and the transition is taking forever. Don't worry, keep afloat like you always do (And honestly, I think you're the stronger one.) It's always easier to fall down that it is to climb back up. I hope you find another girl therapist like Sonia. Keep messaging me if you're bored, I literally have nothing to do past 5PM Monday-Friday. Most women don't leave their houses in India past 8PM, and my curfew is 9PM on weekdays. So it's just me and my interwebz plus the books and crafts I'm working on. Love you girl <3
I love you and your courage and your everything. I went on Google maps and did the street view for some places in downtown Chennai. Looks foreign but tight. And I can see all the traffic on street view. Jazz in the park starts tonight, and our volleyball team is going to be 'sponsored' by Landmark lol. Tshirts to come!
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